Sat, 06 May 2006 01:37:12 GMT

4 months and counting:)

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 19:09:12 GMT

Jared taking his shot at making Dames a gangsta.

he's dirty, we know.

and we're pregnant.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 05:17:28 GMT

When Chad asked me to look after Rachael, I said "Alright, i mean she's a tough girl, she won't need much looking after, but if something by chance happens, i'll for sure be there, rain or shine."

Since his death, i've had to do nothing really, just be a good friend, you know, make sure she didnt do anything really stupid, make sure she had someone to lean on. I've always been there, when others close to home couldnt. But lately, since she could give half a shit about whats going on, i have to. I knew how much she loved Cedric. And to just watch her let this happen, let them write each other off like their doing, thats something i cant let them do. I understand why rachael's doing it, i know where she's coming from. She doesnt like to be treatedlike she's two. Cedric was her friend, and ever since sam came into his life, he's completely forgot the meaning of that word. He's slowly pulled away from his friends.
Not only her and corey, but basically everyone.

I'm being an asshole lately, and i know this, i'm saying sorry right here, right now, i just dont want to see someone she loves walk out of her life again. I'm 18 years old, and shouldnt care, but the fact is...i do. And he should to. She's 15, she's seen SO many people just walk out of her life, and i know she sorta started this whole thing, but i'm proud of her for doing it. She's not taking shit anymore, and thats a huge step for her.

my black and white life